Cycles/Seasons/October

It’s been a weird few years. It’s been a weird few weeks. Still processing a lot of junk, so it’s good I don’t have to have a Hot Take on anything, ha.

Reflecting on cycles and patterns and constants and changes and seasons.

So thankful to be here. There is so much to be thankful for โค

October 2014 (not easy but the calm before the storm)

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magic in the minimall parking lot

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best bud #muppetdog

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finally stopping in!

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white witch #ootd

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October 2015 (fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck)

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Portrait of me & Phoebe๐Ÿ’–, plus the Worm Family

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๐Ÿtwins 2/2 ๐Ÿ‘ฏ @ the #zineshow

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October 2016 (so tired, slowly emerging from a cocoon)ย 

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#latergram #hippiemodernism

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primary

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always great pickups at a farm sale

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seeing buddies w buddies #lovedatbear

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October 2017 (ok, ok, here we go, slowly whew.)

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after the party

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good weekend/thankful โœจ

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monday

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I bought these boots 2 years ago, then promptly had to pack them away. my feet and legs got too jacked up from chemo for me to wear anything other than sneakers for a long long time. Iโ€™ve been healing, though. *** I took them out of the closet last month and this last weekend was the first time I was actually able to *wear* them. *** Yesterday, after a nervous morning, I had a clear mammogram. โ€ผ๏ธ๐ŸคžFingers crossed, in a few weeks Iโ€™ll get to celebrate 2 YEARS cancer-free. (really significant wrt my initial diagnosis) *** So thankful for these feet, to be able to stand and walk and dance almost like normal again. So thankful for my loved ones, J, #sparkycoupon and the rest of my extended friend-family. So thankful for sweet friends and acquaintances. *** Most of all, thankful for a second chance. Thanks for taking good care of me, friends. โœจโค๏ธ๐Ÿ’ช

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explorers

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